I fucked up. Pushed him away. I always do it. Nothing I can do. I’ll cry for a month. Get insanely drunk. Do things I’ll regret and we’ll both move on. I’m not gonna say I ain’t devastated but nothing I can do
And maybe I wasn’t supposed to fall so hard
Maybe it wasn’t a mistake saying ‘I love you’ so early
And maybe it was an accident when you said it back Maybe when I opened up and showed you my scars that was too much
And maybe you were too afraid I’d hurt you
Maybe, like you said, I just wasn’t the one
But maybe I refuse to believe you are anything else.
Sleeping on the sofa cause I can’t bare to be in my bed. Crying into my mums arms at 4am isn’t how I planned to spend today
Going through old texts saying how no matter what you’ll never leave. Well. That changed quick.
what happened? :(
I absolutely refuse to give up. You are my entire fucking world