It’s 2:04 in the morning, you’re sleeping while I’m wide awake thinking about you
the sad truth (via brunettebeachbody)
You’ll meet a nice girl and take her on a date. She’ll be beautiful and you’ll make her feel that way. Being the amazing person that you are, you’ll win her heart. You’ll open doors for her and hold her hand. You’ll fall in love. She’ll be everything you ever dreamed of. I’ll be sad and I’ll feel envy, but I don’t care as long as you’re happy.
(via kbombs)
Maybe we’re supposed to meet the wrong people
And maybe I wasn’t supposed to fall so hard
Maybe it wasn’t a mistake saying ‘I love you’ so early
And maybe it was an accident when you said it back
Maybe when I opened up and showed you my scars that was too much
And maybe you were too afraid I’d hurt you
Maybe, like you said, I just wasn’t the one
But maybe I refuse to believe you are anything else.

Maybe I am nothing without you (via ravenouus)
they say time heals all wounds but i think if i think about you in ten years with the song that reminded me most of us playing and your name ringing in my ears like it does sometimes i think the wounds will open up and bleed out on the floor and even then i don’t think you’ll be out of me even then i think you’ll still be living inside the dusty corners of my brain telling me that it was all for a reason and that things shouldn’t have ended the way they did and the other side of my head will remind your memory that you were the one who called it all off and left me wondering what could have been
Kayla Kathawa (via ninakathawa)
It’s not fucking fair because you’re perfectly fine and I have tear stains on my pillow and pills down my throat. You’ve moved on while I’m drowning myself in whiskey trying to remember what it felt like to be in your arms. You’re happy with someone else and I lose hours of sleep thinking of you and what I could’ve done to make you stay. You’re rebuilding yourself while I tear myself apart.
I wish with all my heart it was the other way around. (via darthcaitlinnnn)

Sleeping on the sofa cause I can’t bare to be in my bed. Crying into my mums arms at 4am isn’t how I planned to spend today

Going through old texts saying how no matter what you’ll never leave. Well. That changed quick.

Anonymous asked:
what happened? :(

I fucked up. Pushed him away. I always do it. Nothing I can do. I’ll cry for a month. Get insanely drunk. Do things I’ll regret and we’ll both move on. I’m not gonna say I ain’t devastated but nothing I can do

I absolutely refuse to give up. You are my entire fucking world